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well this weekend ive been so fed up ,Andy's been so down ,he was over loaded again this weekend with fluid ,but u cant tell him ,so i fell out with him ,were ok now we sorted it and his going to try and cut down ,,all his done is sit in his chair drinking and smoking and he wonders why he cant breath properly ,,he said he gets thirsty alot and admitted his not coping with being a diabetic at the moment ,so today instead off drinking tea i got him some sugar free sweets to suck on ,and hope it works ,not been up to much this weekend had grandson kye ,done a bit more weeding in the garden ,nothing exciting ,Andy came home with a up date of medication today ,they have put him back on calcium tablets ,hope they keep a eye on him this time ,also he has to have a scan of his heart in a couple off weeks ,so hope that's ok .in November last year we had to move because off horrible neighbours ,i loved my house and we had a great garden which me and my mother in law done ,so when we moved in to the new house there was alot off work to be done ,thanks to friends and family we got most of it done ,the council gave us decorating vouchers ,and that's it ,and that horrible family are still there on a two year suspended eviction order and still causing trouble with people in the village ,whats this world coming too ,scum like that get all the help they need ,and we get nought,i phoned our council to see if they can help with the garden because its a right state ,andy had a fall its so bumpy ,they said you have to be sixty or over for them to help ,what about disabled people ,my mother in law is helping me with it at the moment shes nearly sixty five she shouldn't be doing it really but its so Andy can go and sit in the garden in the summer without falling over,because he is partially sighted ,its killing me so i don't no how shes feeling ,anyway im going now iv had me moan ,lol,ttfn xxx