still not at Manchester,today has been hard for Andy because his feeling much better but his nil my mouth and he said he is really hungry ,he cant eat because when they have a bed for him at Manchester he might be having the operation straight away .i am worried in case he goes down hill again and will need urgent surgery ,why do we all think the worse when someone is ill,Andy's sister went back home today after seeing Andy ,they left Sheffield at 3 30 ,and was still on the m1 at 7 30 ,then they have to join the m25 which is bad because of road works at the moment so they have had a slow journey home ,4 hours is bad enough but six hours is boring and so uncomfortable,Andy had dialysis this morning and they gave him two units of blood while he was on ,he told me if he isn't allowed to eat he wants to go home ,he must be feeling better because he starts moaning allot,lol,like they do,still abit sore but coping ,i didn't sleep much again last night i keep waking up ,last nigh i turned over to find my son jack in bed with me so i cuddled him instead ,he keeps asking whens Andy coming home ,i think his missing him abit now ,but he doesn't really understand what Andy's been through ,Lauren asks every day after school how he is and my older daughter phones at least three times Day to ask how his doing ,his niece who couldn't make it here because off illness her self sends her love and leaves little messages on our blog which is nice,(THANKS HAVE SENT YOUR LOVE)XX,well fingers crossed they have a bed for Andy tomorrow ,ttfn,xxxxxxxxx