wish i had a magic wand that works!

i don't think Andy has recovered from his op yet ,he is very tired and grumpy today again,my son jack is going down south to his dads this weekend for two weeks ,i wish i could just drop everything and go for a week anywhere on my own ,then i might be appreciated when i get back ,and also have a good rest while I'm away ,it would be nice,we got Andy's niece Lisa and hubby Kev with kids coming up for Easter so that's something to look forward to,and this weekend we are going to Rachel's for a Irish night,a few friends go we have laugh and Rachel always cooks lovely Irish food and play a little music ,Rachel and Paul are great playing music ,so looking forward to that ,Rachel made us some home made bread today so going to try some in a bit,(thanks Rach)been busy today went shopping this morning then done a little house work ,then had lunch ,then i had to go to the shops ,won 22 pound on a scratch card,then i picked my grandson kye up as Kelly was going to work she is on a all night shift which she's not looking forward to ,got home with kye and prepared a roast dinner ,Andy asleep at this point ,probably got tired watching me,lol.then Andy's mum and dad came round and friend rach with Libby ,then after visitors went had dinner washed up dried up ,no kids about to help ,Andy asleep again,lol,so I'm shattered,i feel like im going mad at the moment and cant cope with every thing thats goin on ,hope our lives get better soon cos i don't no how much more i can take ,i think Andy's had enough with illness ,i wish i had a magic wand to make every thing ok ,ttfn.xxxx