Monday 25 February 2008

insulin error ,

the safflower ,


andy well today ,a bit better any way ,he did see the doc at hospital and the doc gave him yet another dose off antibiotics ,you think after having four lots another dose is going to clear it .will see ,if i didnt have friends and family round me i think i would of killed myself by now ,lol, just fed up with all the illness ,,but then again i dont go threw it ,,but i do because it gets me down ,its very worring and stressfull when someone is ill,people say to me how do you cope ,i used to say i just do ,but now as im getting older i dont ,i dont no its been a long time andy being ill we have been together ten years this year for most of that time his been very ill ,we used to talk alot about our feelings to each other andy used to realy open up when he had a few drinks, but now he dont drink we dont talk or should i say he dont talk .and i realy miss that ,and i do feel that being a diabetic has changed him abit ,loosing his kidney was bad enough but this has hit him more ,tonight before tea andy done his blood suger and as normal done a insulin injection,but as he pulled the needle out off his leg it all dripped out off his leg so i told him and he done it again ,and again he took the needle out and it just spurted out off the needle ,this has never happened before so i said try it in your arm ,so he did and it went in ,so we think this is why he was having lots off high blood sugars ,so i will watch him when his doing insulin ,i wonder if anyone else has had this happen to them it would be intersting to know,the picture is a safflower ,which in april 2007 it was genetically modified safflower has been bred to create insulin,ttfnxx

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