Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Have you missed me ?

this is me and rachel
grandson kye

me and cal


great pic of the cow



this is me with cows




this is andrea and cal,





,hello ,well its been a while now since i done me blog ,so this is going to be a long one, over the last few weeks iv been very up set and down ,with Andy and the the kids ,Andy's not been well again ,his not eating properly ,its like his eating but his eating the wrong food ,sweet and fatty foods ,im sure he feels down about his weight loss and is trying to put it back on ,,but being diabetic you cant just eat what his been eating ,like a whole tin off peaches in syrup,ect,just bad things like that ,so we git him some puddings with no added sugar in ,,but they still have sugar in them ,so his mum got him a bar off sugar free chocolate,he said its got no taste ,his gone off Sunday dinner with all the veg and goodness that he needs ,so at the moment he is eating what ever,the last two days have been bad ,he has had temperature ,shaking , feeling hot one minuet cold the next ,being sick ,and really sweating ,the bed was soaked this morning so i had to strip and wash ,yuk,lol,,,,,a couple off weeks ago i had a break with my friend Rachel ,we went to stay in a lovely farm house at her friends in braithwait ,andrea and cal who is a lovely couple ,it was lovely ,so peace full ,but with lots to se ,and the weather was brilliant ,had a great time ,only stayed over night and a day there ,so when i got home i felt i needed to have been away longer ,i will just have to wait till we go to skeg in august ,,cant wait because my friend Rachel is coming with libby ,so it will be nice cos Andy still has to have dialysis when we go ,and Andy don't like the sand ,so i will have some one to sunbathe with on the beach ,i still feel down ,,the other day i was in co op in a Que waiting to pay ,i don't no why but i just started to cry ,,,and i just thought to myself why am i being like this ,its not like me ,a friend told me to go to the doctors and ask for some anti depressant ,been ther done them they dont help when you get addicted to them ,and when you come off them you feel like crap again ,it does help having someone to talk to that dont judge you in what you are doing ,i try and talk to Andy ,and its great for a couple of days then i start feeling down again ,so im just taking the days as they come and go and hope one day we will live a happy normal life ,the kids are not very happy at the moment ,ones been grounded for a month because he has been and done something really stupid ,,,cant tell you what ,and the other is down about doing satts at school ,,,,,,,,,well i no it was last bank holiday since i done my blog and i was wrong about the weather ,so hopefully its going to be nice this bank holiday weekend ,,as we have family coming up and its Andy's dad 70 th birthday on Saturday so we are doing a surprise party for him ,then in the evening Rachel's having a eurovision party ,which will be funny ,so we are going to have a good weekend ,,as long as andy is well,,,,,,we are still trying to get our back garden sorted out in time for the nice weather,im going now just a few pics off me friends and granson ,ttfn xx

Monday, 5 May 2008

sunny days are her again,


believe it or not its been a warm and mostly sunny weekend,today was warm and no rain ,,,,,well not been up to much ,looking after kye and gardening thats been my boring weekend ,Andy not been to bad this weekend he didn't put too much fluid on ,ive not got kye tomorrow so it would be nice to get out instead of gardening ,plus my back hurts after today ,could do with a soak in the bath ,,,,but haven't got one ,we have one of those walk in showers ,,hate it miss me bath tub ,well im off to bed now ,,enjoy the mini heatwave ,lol,,,,,ttfnxxxxxx

Friday, 2 May 2008

rainy may bank holiday ?


Andy's been feeling better these last two day's ,sleeping tablets not really working that much ,he goes to sleep then wakes up after a hour or so ,he has to take it easy on fluid this weekend ,we have nothing planned this holiday weekend ,Kelly's working all weekend so iv got kye ,i went to the doctors yesterday with bad tummy pains ,iv got another water infection ,,,,i seem to get them alot when im down ,don't no why ,,,,im on antibiotics for a week ,,,this morning i done a bit of gardening was in a bit of pain but i done it .,,paying for it now in lots of pain ,,,paracetamol not touching it ,wish i went out with friend Rachel now as i was invited ,but had to wait in for a parcel and it didn't come till 12.30 ,hopefully will get out over the weekend ,that's if the weather is ok ,it never is on bank holidays ,,,i no its going to be nice tomorrow so i will make the most of it ,anyway have a nice bank holiday what ever your doing ,ttfn xxx